lilEMOkid

.not living. .just killing time.

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gross mushiness by lilEMOkid, literature

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gross mushiness

There's no turning back, I can't undo what I did. Even if it was possible, I don't think I would. Because I meant what I said, You mean the world. No one else can compare, It'll never be the same. No matter how many others, Even if I fall in love a million times, None of them will matter, Because none will be you. And even if I should regret it, I don't think I will. There's no one else I'll ever love more, No one as important as you.

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bittersweet longings by lilEMOkid, literature

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bittersweet longings

im sorry that ive made, so many mistakes, and im sorry that i believed it, when you said you'd always wait. because now i see it wasnt true, you just walked away. and maybe it was meant to be, but its too late to change. you've found someone else instead, someone to make you smile. and although there are others for me, none are worth the while. im not blaming you, because i know im the one to blame. when everything was perfect, i walked out on it. when i found the one i love, i backed away from him. i backed away from you. and now that i realize who he is, its too late for me. ive already lost my chance at it, my chance for happine

blood in me by lilEMOkid, literature

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blood in me

i was just sitting there trying to stopt he blood, typing one work answers, comes so easily. im just being fake, acting again, back to my old routine, the one i hate. last night, i was just sitting there. automatic responses, saying what you wanna hear. hurting inside, dont wanna act anymore. but theres no other choice, when its what people like. they dont wanna hear it, they dont want the truth, but sometimes i wish i could tell them.

confused about you by lilEMOkid, literature

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confused about you

what am i supposed to do when you say you really care? your actions tell me different things but somehow youre always there. and i wanna believe everything, i wanna think its true. but i should know better, i shouldnt be in love with you. not because of what others say, but because of what ive seen. i know the way you forgot me, i know you dont say what you mean. youre not in love with me, we're not meant to be. and you already know all this, yet you keep me coming everytime, you let me think that im in bliss. but i cant forget you that easily i cant get you out of my mind. i keep wishing somehow it'll work out. ther

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mindless self indulgence by lilEMOkid, visual art

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Favourite genre of music: - emo - classical - rock - techno - heavy metal - jpop -
Operating System: photoshop 7 and sometimes psp8
MP3 player of choice: i want a mini ipod :(
Favourite cartoon character: - raven from teen titans -

Favourite Visual Artist

- renoir - da vinci - van gogh - nikki -

Favourite Movies

- LOTR - Royal Tenenbaums - Empire Records - The Nightmare before Christmas - Kill Bill - HP -

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

- Death Cab for Cutie - MSI - Radiohead - VAST - SoaD - pedro the lion - Green Day -

Favourite Writers

- Shakespeare - Dave Barry - Terry Goodkind - Tolkien - Rowling -

Favourite Games

ddr. *dies* i rarely play but i LOVE it. hehe

Favourite Gaming Platform

i wish i had an xbox :P

Other Interests

- blood - vampires - biting - glitter - sequins - safety pins - icecream - lightning - nightmares -

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lilEMOkid

Jul 16, 2004

Devious Journal Entry

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sooo. im not really dead or anything. aint that nice ^.^ sorry i've seemed dead though... been kinda distracted with everything. but since im happily not busy i figured might as well update my deviantart and see how people are doing *grins* god... this was the most fucking retarded journal entry i've ever made... for some reason that sounds weird... whatever CLUBS YOU SHOULD JOIN! ~wtf- (https://www.deviantart.com/wtf-)  :iconTheOC-Club:  :iconSystemofADown:  :iconNoTimeToRhyme:  :iconRhead:  :iconkillbillfanclub:  :iconslytherin:  :iconSuckers4LoveSongs:  :iconjimmyurine: PEOPLE I LOVE/STALK :iconNirvanaAttacked: :iconCharAznable: :iconmutsy: :iconfretwanker:  :ic

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lilEMOkid

Jul 9, 2004

happy wednesday

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ive managed to complete nothing this summer vacation... at least. i havent managed to do it yet. need to call target to set up a job interview. i already know exactly what im gonna do with most of my money. plus i wanna work as much as possible so i can get money before summers done. i dont think i like evanescence very much anymore... i dont even remember if thats the right spelling... oi... im going crazy or some randomness like that. maybe i'll send david a letter. i havent talked to him in ages but im bored. and hes at camp. speaking of which... anand hasnt emailed me back. hes in india for the summer and asked me to send him an email...

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lilEMOkid

Jun 10, 2004

randomness

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new club ~jimmyurine (https://www.deviantart.com/jimmyurine) if you're a msi fan, join. if not, go listen to them and become one. CLUBS YOU SHOULD JOIN! :iconwtf-:  :iconTheOC-Club:  :iconSystemofADown:  :iconNoTimeToRhyme:  :iconRhead:  :iconkillbillfanclub:  :iconslytherin:  :iconSuckers4LoveSongs: PEOPLE I LOVE/STALK :iconNirvanaAttacked: :iconCharAznable: :iconmutsy: :iconfretwanker:  :iconZeos: :iconTsurayu: :icontwistedbrow: :iconstrawberryjello: :iconeluoj: :iconlostgirl: :iconsuzi9mm: :iconhermionemalfoy:  :iconlittle-faerie-bits: :iconsabrina-chan:  :icontwistedbrow: :iconsininen:  :iconddrbunnie:  :iconlozerNdenial:  :iconxxInfernoxx:

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nicosnas

Feb 24, 2007

hey, just noticed you'r a SOAD fan, so: [link]

WhisperMyName

Jan 25, 2007

hi random deviant ^-^
nice gallery!! *high five*

panther-ess

Dec 8, 2005

wicked gally by the way

panther-ess

Dec 8, 2005

ahhaai friggen love MSI hehe there os h-core

whats your favorite song?

syntheticapparatus

Jul 17, 2005

Hey there. Just wanted to let a fellow Radiohead Fan/Artist know that Synthetic Apparatus is having a Radiohead T-Shirt contest. Winners receive 100$ and a T-Shirt with their design on it.

Here's How to Submit

1. Create your design using the chosen band as inspiration.
2. Download the T-Shirt template from our submit page, and slap your design onto it.
3. Create a 100 x 100 pixel thumbnail image to go along with your design.
4. Submit!
5. Questions? Head over to our forum and ask away.

MSI-WHORES

Jun 25, 2005

hey you all should join my little cult E MSI thinggy. c'mon I know you do. this guy never signs on stop trying to join his little club.

anigirr

Jun 20, 2005

oh my gowd your so emo.